Reality024

Badly longing for someone you knew you will never hug or even just talk to with the craziest ideas you have in mind, is as bad as craving for something that unfortunately not in your fridge in the middle of the night. Well, a lot more bad actually. Geeeez! πŸ˜‘πŸ˜‘πŸ˜‘ 

And now I’m hungry. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

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Even how kind, genuine, and you give care to the people around you; despite of the wrong doings they’ve done to you, there will still be those who will carelessly stab you. Either at your back or not. 

Pa! I Love You!

Pa! I love you!

     Even if I don’t have the courage to personally say it to you,

     Even if like I don’t care because I prioritize my peers and work over            you,

     Even if sometimes you feel I don’t want to talk to you over the phone,

     Even if I give you sharp look whenever you asks me to do something            and don’t want to,

     Even if it seems I don’t want to listen to your stories and reprimands,

     Even if most of the times, I can’t attend your birthday and father’s day          celebration,

     And even if I keep on falling on my knees because I tend to ignore your        sayings and run away from you and mom’s care,

     And even if I get mad when you scold me of something or meddling on        my business because you always knew what’s the best for me but still          can’t see it,

     And even if sometimes I tend to keep heartaches from you because you        still can’t allow me to do something that I really wanted to do,

But Pa, in spite of these, please do remember I will always love you!

     Because I now know and as I grow, I slowly realize and learning all the        reasons behind all of your actions and my inadequacies too.

     You just always wanted the best for me and as much as possible pull me      away from heartaches and danger along my way.

So Pa, even if you grow old and might be forgetful by that time, I only ask you one thing,

Do remember, Pa! I love you! πŸ˜™πŸ’–

Reality021

     When you suddenly remember a person in your life (in my case, my two Grandpa’s), whom you took advantage the times that you’re supposed to cherish while with them and they’re still around to show the love that you have for them and then in a snap, they’re taken away from you earlier than you’ve ever expected; now, you just realized how heart breaking it is to loss someone without being at their side when they permanently said goodbye and going back home without their presence anymore is not as merry as before with them around. It’s just…really heart breaking.

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Even when doubt engulf our mind, if trust and faith in Him is greater than this doubt, we will conquer and be victorious.